My high school life ended eventually with my finishing the college entrance examination without a satisfying result. Where can I go now? I clearly know my current level, which means I made a big mistake for I believe that this isn’t my real level. Three years ago, I was admitted by a good high school in the city, and it was a great surprise to the whole family. Three years later, well, a completely strike occurred to me. Regretting for my laziness and ignorance, I’d always consider it the ultra-goal to a student being admitted by a famous university in the country. But it was not until one day did I realize the meaning of “graduated students” in universities. I realized that the march of study is still ahead of me.
I used to dream of living a normal life abroad in the future. Soon I found it’s wasteful to do this after devoting ones heart and soul to learning and researching. In other words, if I can live abroad, I must be a brilliant student, while a brilliant student usually does not will to live normally. This is contradictory. The problem is how can I calm down and really do something for the future. Now I know there are no reason and no necessity to complain about the situation. Thus, how I can get rid of them counts a lot.
My 18 is just around the corner, with a confused expression on the face. The most terrible thing is I’m lazy cat lack self-control. But I just don’t want to disclose my injury. On the bus backing from the examination site, my classmates, especially the boys, were all extremely pleasant, celebrating for the 3-month-vacation. After two days’ of the vacation. I find the life without some meaningful work is very boring. Actually, I have few all time pals around, which means there’s little hope to start business. Nor do I have sexy muscles… That’s really suck!
An unexpected thing occurred during the first talk between the math teacher and me. She encouraged me to restart grade 3 after I finished grade 3, all because of the math. Weeks before the examination, she carried on this topic once again, in which she figured out the cases above. Now, I’d consider it sincerely. I was about to study art and get a job on designing then. Later I was told such thing cost a great deal. I believe I can get along with those subjects. But I forget which goal I’m going to reach on this way.
I looked up the catalog, only to find I’ve merely got a little interest in some of the professions list on provided by universities, or just lack of confidence for my current situation. Which type of people does the world really calls for, Creative team players? Another one should be skillful. I must be skillful.
Just like writing on this blog. I know few will read it for certain, but I still working on it. Maybe someday I become shinning, would my former struggle be seen.
Chinese Translation
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